Dear Brother in Christ, Brian Seraphim,
Please don't go. There is still alot written and discussed on this forum that relates and teaches about Byzantine spirituality.
There are topics I don't agree with, though I am coming to understand them more by just reading, respecting, and really listening to what my brethren have to say on the topic, and I do this by not necessarily participating in them.
Through life, we will go through periods where we will remain steadfast in some beliefs and come to change on other beliefs...for Christians, life is a spiritual growth process and if we listen to our Church, read scripture, lives of Saints, seek out our spiritual fathers with humility and an open heart, and pray for enlightenment, we often come to understand and accept things in ways we never could before...this applies to many aspects of life. The one thing that never changes is the fact that we ALL struggle with sins, some big, some small, and that all we can do in that struggle is to not rationalize them, but to keep on getting up after we fall. Orthodoxy is very big on this teaching.
We all don't have to agree with each other about everything as long as we aren't rude to each other, and are willing to really listen to each other.
So please reconsider being a participant here. You are loved and valued.
In Christ's love,
Alice