Hello. I read this qoute on the homepage. I'm wondering what Saint John means by falling because of a withdrawal of Gods grace, and then having to fall and get up again until our death. Why would God withdraw his Grace? Is it something done to train us for our benefit? or done because of commiting a grave sin and thus the Holy Spirit not entering a soul because he/she is in debt to sin?
Do all in your power not to fall, for the strong athlete should not fall. But if you do fall, get up again at once and continue the contest. Even if you fall a thousand times because of the withdrawal of God's grace, rise up again each time, and keep on doing this until the day of your death. For it is written, 'If a righteous man falls down seven times' - that is, repeatedly throughout his life - 'seven times shall he rise again' [Prov. 24:16].
John of Karpathos